Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Wake Me Up When September Ends

So I'm either pregnant or I have an ovarian cyst. The first is infinitely worse than the latter, but both are very negative possibilities. This month has been full of bad luck for me. It began with a rear-end collision. A girl thought I'd already made a left turn, and accelerated into the back of my van. I was put on painkillers for the whiplash, and the other party's insurance is covering mine and my friend's (who was in the car with me) medical bills. Then, I discovered I had a kidney infection from an asymptomatic UTI. Extremely painful, and laid me up for days. As if that wasn't bad enough, I then got sick on top of that. Heightened sensitivity + debilitating kidney pain = nightmare. The good thing in all this was that my boss was understanding, and let me take it easy. The worst part was the combination of antibiotics and painkillers made me incredibly nauseous. I was unable to eat solid foods for about 2 weeks. It's also possible that I'm pregnant and that contributed to the nausea. But who knows. I'm going to the doctor soon, and hopefully that will produce an answer.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

When It Rains, It Pours

It seems like everything is hitting the fan at once. My relationship with my father, whose house I live at, is quickly disintegrating. My relationship with my mother has long since dissolved. There was a serious miscalculation in trying to progress things with the guy I like. My life-line is out of town. And to top it all off I was rear-ended pretty badly yesterday. I'm suffering from whiplash, and it's very likely that my van is totaled.

After I got off work today I went upstairs to lay down because my back/neck/head were killing me. My room and van have gotten pretty messy lately, and apparently today my dad decided to have a meltdown over it. I wish I could move out, but not only do I not make enough money, I don't have anyone to live with.

Right now I really just want this year to be over with.